change

Things will never change and i know i should just deal with that but it is hard cause i want better.. i have always been promised things by other people and no one has ever stood by their promises.. so i hate that they even make them and i hate that i fall for them every time.. they don't see what they do to other people and how they hurt me. i try my best to stand by my word cause i know that's all you got in life and if no one can trust you then no one is going to want to be your friend and no one is going to be there for u cause all you are is a lier well that's what way i look at it.. i just wish that they would love me more then they love the lies they tell.. but its my life i guess.. maybe someday he will see what he has done to me in the past is wrong and he will change his ways.. MAYBE.. but until then i will be here for him no matter what and i know that he will see but maybe that day will come when I'm gone when i have took as much as i can handle and i leave then it would be to late i hope he learns it before that time comes..